Honestly it hasn't been a great day. I have been unsuccessful at finding a job at it really stinks!
I miss Darren so much during the day when I am here :(.
Today marks 5 years since my grandad, daddy Neal, passed away. I really hate thinking about it because I want all the memories of him to be positive and fun!
I am missing fathers day for the first time this year and I hate that I can't be there with my daddy! I'll see him soon but I really want to be with him on he day that is dedicated to him!
My new hobby is not taking off like I wanted it to or I am just not as creative as I thought I was. I'm sure the latter.
I just wish I could help Darren out and bring in more income or just have a job to show that I am trying. I don't ever want to get stuck where we don't have money because of me.
Anyway I just needed to get that out. I am so glad it is the weekend and that I can spend 2 full days with Darren! Even if it does storm this weekend in so excited to just be with him!
I really Do like Ohio and where we live so we are very blessed!
The church we visited on Sunday was great and we are going back again this week. They have a Sunday school class for young couples so we are going to try that out on sunday!
If anyone does read this.... I'm
Normally all positive so this may be the last time you see me nonoptimisitic.
Rachel
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